Shes A Very Freaky Girl . . .

But who wants to wife her ?

I already banged on the niggas, scoochies (slut/hoochies)... its your turn !

Shaking my head at females these days, because most of them damn sure can't be considered a lady. *Sigh* these lil scoochies are making it so hard for girls who actually want to be classified as a lady.

On twitter it seems like the less clothes that you have on, the more followers you get... the dirtier your SN the more mentions you have. It's so sickening, when I click on your profile I dont want to see your ass, breast, or ill na-na(trust me it's there). Obviously niggas dont have as much of a problem with looking at it, but 9/10 you will not end up the girl he makes his main or his wifey.

See what females fail to understand is the girl who gives it up is nothing but a quick nut. However, there is always an exception to the game, sometimes ol' girl does get cuffed && they have this awesome relationship. But let me be the first to tell you, as soon as it's over, he will have no problem throwing in your face the fact that you were easy.

YES I AM SPEAKING FROM EXPERIENCE ! See I know what its like to have the attention from a nigga that's only attracted to my body or to me sexually. It's all good as long as sex is involved, but once you decide to cut it off what's left for him to hold onto. He doesn't know shit about your personality because thats not what you introduced him to. By this time it's too late to say "Oh, by the way my name is Carmen, I'm a Cancer && my favorite color is purple."

Honestly that life style wasn't for me, I'm a hopeless romantic. && with this change I have met plenty of respectful niggas. Alot of females are quick to holla out "niggas aint shit" but the only reason why girls feel that way is because they're showing niggas that they don't have to be shit to get in they panties.

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Beautiful Nightmare

I KNOW the song is old but it doesn't matter to me ! Bare w/ me, I promise there is logic to my madness.

Okay so I'm a big Beyonce fan, love her to death. But I thought she made no sense when she sang the words, "You can be my sweet dreeeeeeam, or a beautiful nightmare, either way I dont wanna wake up from you. . ." I understand the whole sweet dream ordeal, but a beautiful nightmare ? She lost me at that point. Regardless the song was still my Jam Lyke Jelly.

So the other night I had this dream right ? *nod your head && say yea* (lol) I was climbing up this mountain crying && the whole trip to the top there was a voice (not in my head, more like someone behind me) begging me to turn around. Well I'm stubborn so that only made me keep going. When I get to the top I turn around to face the shadow looking person following me. (I have no clue who it was, but you know how you can sense a person of importance in your dreams, well it was kinda like that). Without another word I jumped off of the side of the cliff, but my shirt gets caught on a branch && I fall on a ledge. When I look up to go back I realize that the shadow person had jumped after me... but instead of surviving they hit the ground never to return again.

Then I understood what the song "Beautiful Nightmare" meant. Who ever that person was had so much love for me that they didn't want to live without me. They gave up everything just on the THOUGHT that I would no longer be there with them. THE TRUE MEANING OF A BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE.

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Make Up Your Mind !

" I want the money, the money && the cars, the cars && the clothes... the hoes, i suppose" - Drake

This is for the niggas who have obtained all that. Who have already found their way to being "succesful". The ones who are sick && tired of females chasing them for what they have instead of who they are. This is for the niggas who say they want a female who is independent && doesn't always have her hand out. Who gets money the best way they now how. The ones who are doing it big.

This is for yall:

Way more often then not, I hear niggas talking about how its hard to find a female who doesn't have some type of motive. Sadly, this true. It seems to me that if the nigga dont have money, females now-a-days are not trying to mess with him. I understand wanting him to be doing something with his life, but females are starting to expect WAYYY too much. It is not the nigga's responsibilty to keep money in his girl's pocket. He worked (whether it be legitimate or not) for his, so unless he's offering don't think its mandatory to recieve.

BUT why the hell are niggas contradicting themselves?! Don't know what I mean? Here's an example: The end of last year I was talking to this guy, lets just call him Thursday (long funny story behind that name lol). I met him through my bro && he was pretty cool, but I didn't pay him too much attention. N E whooo one day I'm on Facebook && that lil chat thing pops up, basically he's asking me when Imma be his girl. So I let him know that I'm not really feelin him like that, he's just the homie, THATS IT, THATS ALL. This nigga's response was "Why?! I have a Benz && a whole lot of money. You sound dumb passin up a nigga like me!"

Ha! Get your effin minds right ! I'm not the type of female who cares about how much money you make (as long as you're not always begging ME for money), the kind of car you drive (if I like you enough I will gladly hop on the bus w/ you), what kind of clothes you wear ( as long as you wash them regularly) or the phone you have ( just be able to call me). While so many niggas are out there complaining because the keep running into these materialistic females, the second a female turns you down, you go && throw all the material shXt you have in her face. I really need for niggas to make up they mind. Please && thank you !

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Who the *CENSORED* is Carmen ? ! ? ! !

I'm pretty sure that most of you have heard me refer to myself as Carmen Le'Nae Brown. Some of you may in actuality think that is my name, while others think I'm insane because you know my real name. Either way I think its about time I let the world (or at least the people who are interested in my blogs) know who this Carmen girl is.



So there's this movie Carmen: A Hip Hopera (2001), && Beyonce Knowles has the leading role of Carmen Brown. Well I loved the seductiveness of Carmen, she was straight forward, a little sexual, && stopped at nothing to get where she wanted to be in life. N E whooo I was watching this w/ one of my cousins && he turns to me && says "You know sometimes you act just like her !" I guess I liked the idea of that.

As time move forward I thought to my self "Well if this name is gonna stick she's going to need a middle name." How did I come up w/ Le'Nae ? I HAVE NO IDEA ! I guess it just kinda rolled of the tongue.



Back to the big question of who Carmen is. Carmen is my alter ego. She's everything that Keondra (ME!) is afraid to be. Get to know us both though (sounds schizo huh ? lol).

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